I Am My Memories, You Are Your Blood — chapter one

Leonar­do still had to reign him in like a child at times. All it took was a heavy hand at his shoul­der — and an even heav­ier pull, one that usu­al­ly knocked him off bal­ance and left Wilsa grab­bing his oth­er shoul­der to save him. He thanked her with a soft smile, and for a short while turned his atten­tion back to the Mag­is­ter and his friend. The spices in the bas­kets, as bright and fra­grant as they were, were only inter­est­ing for a time, and soon Luca was again look­ing across the mar­ket.

The young man — just bare­ly, he was eas­i­ly years younger than Luca (at least, phys­i­cal­ly) — stood out. He was beau­ti­ful. Old world beau­ti­ful, with soft­er roman fea­tures than Luca had. Like the mar­ble gods and god­dess­es that were still praised today. He matched them in pal­lor as well, though, his skin so fair that it almost sur­prised Luca that he didn’t share Wilsa’s Euro­pean char­ac­ter­is­tics. He could have looked at the young man all night and into the day, had he the will for it.

It was almost enough to bruise his pride and ask Leonar­do to do it for him.

You’ll turn him to stone if you keep star­ing like that,” Leonar­do mused, a lec­tur­ing bite to his words.

Luca bit his tongue, Wilsa blushed for him.

I could swear I’ve seen him before,” he whis­pered to her. She nod­ded, but it was just pas­sive encour­age­ment, and he chose to pay it no mind. When no harm could come from it, she gen­er­al­ly let him run his course.

We’ve been at this mar­ket every night for the last three,” Leonar­do said between bar­ter­ing with the mer­chant. He point­ed out spices that most couldn’t afford, and Luca glanced back to watch the mer­chant eager­ly fill and mea­sure pouch­es and jars for them. With every trade of sil­ver for the spices, Leonar­do hand­ed Wilsa some­thing to put into the bas­ket she was car­ry­ing.

Luca dealt with the pos­si­bil­i­ty that the Mag­is­ter was right. That he had sim­ply seen this young man one of their pre­vi­ous nights at the mar­ket, in pass­ing. What he knew for cer­tain was that he wasn’t mis­tak­ing him for any­one else, such a thing would be impos­si­ble to do.

I...” Luca whis­pered, choos­ing not to fin­ish his thought aloud. He want­ed to meet this boy that was stand­ing across the mar­ket. He want­ed to meet him, and if only for their short time in Turkey, know him, and call him a friend. They so rarely became close to peo­ple, know­ing they would have to dis­ap­pear from their lives with­out word in just a few years.

That was one thing Luca had nev­er pre­pared for. It was one thing he and Wilsa hadn’t known pri­or to their gifts. It was one thing, of how many Luca didn’t know, that Leonar­do had kept from telling them, maybe in an attempt to keep from break­ing their spir­its.

Luca sighed, look­ing over his shoul­der and watch­ing Leonar­do talk with anoth­er mer­chant; watch­ing Wilsa keep­ing an eye on both the Mag­is­ter and the Illu­sion­ist she stood between. He caught her eye and smiled at her. Of course she would always be enough for him, the one con­stant friend that he would nev­er have to leave behind.

But he couldn’t be blamed for want­i­ng to know some­one else in his life­time, for­ev­er long as it was.

When he looked back at the young man across the mar­ket, his sur­prise that they met eyes was almost enough to make Luca want to stop him still. Swal­low­ing, he licked his lips and blinked, only to find they were still star­ing at each oth­er when his eyes opened.

Luca held his breath and took one step for­ward. When he wasn’t stopped, he took anoth­er, and then a third. It was on the fourth that Leonardo’s hand wrapped strong­ly around his arm and yanked him back. Wilsa wasn’t there to help him catch his bal­ance, and he fell back into the man’s chest with a grunt.

What harm could I do,” he mut­tered, brush­ing the wrin­kles from his sleeves and look­ing once to the young man. Curios­i­ty laced his fea­tures, and maybe, Luca thought, a smile at the cor­ner of his mouth. He want­ed to break into a run, no mat­ter the reper­cus­sions he would face lat­er, and just say hel­lo. Intro­duce him­self. Make a friend.

Plen­ty,” Leonar­do said, dash­ing Luca’s hopes then and there.

Luca,” Wilsa whis­pered, eas­i­ly grab­bing his atten­tion. He turned towards her and, see­ing the calm in her face, found his own. She read­just­ed the bas­ket in her arm, her oth­er hand wav­ing at him with a small flick of her wrist. “Come away.”

How is that any fair,” he whis­pered, upset, into her ear while he wrapped an arm around her waist and took the bas­ket from her to car­ry. He kissed her tem­ple when she leaned into him, but his mind didn’t set­tle.

He’s only look­ing out for us. You are, sil­ly Luca, quite a task.”

In a sigh, he laughed, and with one look over his shoul­der, he tried to find the young man again in the crowd. When he couldn’t, he frowned, and in instinct held Wilsa clos­er.

If he’s here at mar­ket again tomor­row night, I will intro­duce myself.”

All you did was look at him, Luca. You don’t know a thing about him.” Wilsa’s words were cau­tious, telling. Always the voice of rea­son that he want­ed to fol­low, but he couldn’t explain it this time.

It’s a feel­ing, Wilsa. There’s some­thing dif­fer­ent about him. I want to know what. And what good is this gift if we spend our entire lives keep­ing our heads and hearts away from peo­ple. Think about it: had I met Leonar­do before I had met you, my Wilsa, sure­ly he would have kept us apart.”

Wilsa was the one to stand still, then. He licked away the smile that tick­led his bot­tom lip, and turned to face her when she did. He tried not to think much on what he had just said, for it would have been a very real fact in their lives had the Mag­is­ter found him when he was still just a child. To think of a day with­out his Wilsa pinched some­thing in his stom­ach, and he reached out for her hand.

If he’s here again tomor­row night...”

If we’re here again tomor­row night, and you see him, you can say hel­lo. But I won’t stop Leonar­do if and when he choos­es to smack you across the back of the head for it.”

Luca grinned.

Tomor­row, then.”